I felt
compelled to write this because of the lack of understanding I see on this
subject. The science community still
does not understand time. In watching
the Discovery channel, it is ultimately frustrating to see genius scientists
that are unable to unravel the mysteries of time, the universe, and matter
because the basis of the experiments begin from a false premise. An example of this are the cosmologists that
believe there had to be an origin of the universe. Because of their own delusion of time, they are unable to
understand that there may not have ever been a beginning. They cannot see this timeless moment so they
believe there is a beginning and end.
So, from my own frustrations, I’ll go on to explain this thing we call
Time.
One of the biggest delusions we as
people carry in life lies in the belief of time. Even though we can say events happened “in the past”, and events will
happen “in the future”, we do not recognize the very place in which we are
recognizing this “past” and this “future”.
In order to understand, we need to realize the solitary point in which
all matter exists. Unfortunately, our
understanding of life is constructed from a conceptual understanding, yet all
phenomena lies outside conception.
Therefore, it is impossible to awaken to this timeless moment by
thinking about it. We can however begin
to get an understanding of this timeless moment, without awakening to it. To help us understand this conceptually, we
can confer there is only one place in which our hearts ever beat. It is not the past, and it is not the
future. The heart is only ever
beating now. It will only ever
beat now. Likewise, there is only one place in which our imaginations of past
and future can be relived, and likewise, we do not relive these imaginations in
the past or in the future. We relive
them right now. This is the supremely
basic fact we overlook when we believe that there was a past and there is going
to be a future. We fail to see we are
having these thoughts of past and future right now.. the only time in
which we could possibly have these thoughts. So our conceptions of time occur in this
moment. Isn’t it easy to see now
how there is no time? So you may say,
if there is no time. If tomorrow does
not exist, why should I have to worry about paying my rent? The answer is, while all that exists is this
present moment, and the constituents of this present moment are ceaselessly
changing, they will materialize and form the position which calendars will interpret
the position of the sun to be the first of the month. However it will still be NOW. So plan to pay your rent, and plan for the
future. Realize what has happened in
the past, even though it DOES NOT exist.
While this discussion may sound like a rational explanation of why time
does not exist, it is not. It is an
understanding. A visceral
understanding. And what’s funny, is
it’s not so much that time does not exist, it’s more of an explanation of how
the moment is the only thing that does exist. However this same understanding of this one
and only moment is held (or rather lived) by all those who have had the
experience of being enlightened to this timeless moment. This is not a philosophy, and it is not a
belief. It is merely what exists
outside of the conceptual world we live in.
That’s why it’s confusing.
Trying to explain it is nearly futile.
Furthermore, there is no phenomena that exists apart from this
moment. Life is nothing other than energy. Energy itself is timeless. Every amount of energy that has been in
existence since trillions of years ago is still here. It exists in the same “here” that always has been here, and it is
in the exact place in which it should be.
In fact, it is the only place that it possibly can be. The only difference is the energy has
changed. Morphed may be a better
word. Scientifically it can be called
cause and effect. When I say energy
I do not mean some metaphysical kind of energy. I am talking about the energy that comprises atoms, our bodies,
the sun, etc.
Our mind is constantly beckoning
for illumination. Yet our minds are
always busy with parallel processes that ironically are not so parallel with
the environment around us. When do we
ever fully live in this moment? When we
drive to work, we are not driving to work, we are instead scheming and planning
about what we will do and what has happened to us. How is that for an appreciation for life? Instead of letting life just be as it is, we
instead create a world in which we think there is a “self” apart from
“others”. There is this body, which is separate
from other people’s bodies of course. However, that’s not where the problem
lies. The problem lies in living in
opposition with this moment. We were
not born with mirrors surrounding us.
We are born and are naturally enveloped in the selfless world around
us. Yet somehow we constantly place
“ourselves” in every event that occurs.
We reflect back and think that the reason everything happens is because
of a personal attack or a personal reason.
We are constantly in a defense mode.
What’s so so funny, is the world around us is nothing other than
ourselves. Our absurd constant reflection of self only has the basis of being a disease that has been passed down from generation to generation. Because of this
ridiculous constant thought of me, me, me, we divide our very own
lives. Furthermore, our mind is
constantly running parallel processes regarding the conceptual bullshit world
in which only exists in our delusion.
If these parallel processes of ours were to be stopped, the delusion
would also disappear and we would see perfectly that this moment is infinite. However it's not that it is only infinite because our mind has stopped, It always is infinite, yet we realize it from this state of mind. True freedom naturally
reveals itself because when our processes stop we see the inherent perfection
of this only moment. We become 100%
intimate with our natural surroundings.
And the frustrating part is we are unable to convey this experience to
anyone. As the Zen Master Maezumi Roshi
said, “(in enlightenment) there is nothing to compare, name, or identify. When it’s the only thing there is, how can
we possibly talk about it?”